Mental Health Note

All day long violent fantasies, Anna Kerlin killing me in water, people tricking me and leaving me to alien parasites. Haven’t been that stressed in a long time. Hope I don’t yell at the kids next week. To much pre-occupying my time.
Continued fear that Julie likes me, really can’t take emotional drain of someone being in love with me, but she seems to be nice just fearing she’ll call & complain b4 her birthday she called and said I can’t believe you’re dissing me.